i am pmsing hardcore!!! i hate hormonal imbalances. i really do.

so...sergio update...i don't like talking to him on the phone. tres boring and awkward. he calls me once a day while i'm in class. so i have to call him back when i'm done with class. our convos stink. i'm so irritated!!!

i know he likes me cause he does nice things for me, such as...sending me an email with healthy food recipes (cause i said i wanted to eat healthier), sends me zip files with mp3's of music i might like, he asked me if i wanted to go to mexico with him this december, and when i am with him he's a sweety. but i'm just not that great with long distance relationships. i think i want more. or am i just needy cause of a hormanal imbalance?

i haven't felt this way in a very long time. i just want to rip my hair out!! the water heater is leaking and of course i have to be the one to call people to get it fixed. it's still under warranty but i can't find the invoice. so it's going to cost a lotta money to fix it. i know it's not my fault but i'm just freaking out cause i'm soooooo fuckin' busy and it's one more thing to worry about. even though it's really not my problem. my momma is making it my problem...basically.